I don’t need any more shitheads in my life, so if you are a giant living piece of excrement, get out of my presence. I will flush you.

I will try to shut up now…

lavenderexistence:

I really don’t want to be alive anymore. There is nothing that I’m living for. Everything is just a constant painful disappointment and I have no sense of anything improving. I don’t know why I’m so unworthy of happiness but I’m too tired to keep pretending that it will one day be possible for me.

Thank you- you made me smile. I’m just scared that I’m never going to stop hurting and I’m tired of always feeling like my life isn’t going anywhere. People used to be enough for me but now I feel like my support is shrinking into nothing and i’m sick of being hurt and people being hurt and i’m so exhausted and i feel like nothing will ever just be easy and i’ll never be happy

Why the fuck do I feel this way.
Why do I even care about someone who doesn’t love me? It’s not like they’re a god or something. Why the fuck should I even care? What makes them better than me? They didn’t even make me happy they just distracted me from my shit life by giving me something to do: obsess over what I could do better to get a speck of their attention and affection. I should have better things to do with my time. I shouldn’t be giving half a thought. I’m fucking sick of myself and my life and I hate even having to breathe air anymore.

I hate feeling this way and not being able to do anything about it. Nothing I do is going to change things and I can’t accept reality without wanting to kill myself. I wish I didn’t exist.

jammygummy:

"Space is big. Really big. You just won’t believe how vastly, hugely, mind-bogglingly big it is.”

-Douglas Adams

I really don’t want to be alive anymore. There is nothing that I’m living for. Everything is just a constant painful disappointment and I have no sense of anything improving. I don’t know why I’m so unworthy of happiness but I’m too tired to keep pretending that it will one day be possible for me.

fluffkitten:

Last day of pink hair. It’s so cold outside so I tried looking a little summery ahaha.

fluffkitten:

Last day of pink hair. It’s so cold outside so I tried looking a little summery ahaha.

being positive is too hard

bienenkiste:

Nadja Giramata by Rory Payne for The Sunday Telegraph March 2013

bienenkiste:

Nadja Giramata by Rory Payne for The Sunday Telegraph March 2013